Wednesday, August 5, 2009

family portrait

I feel really bad about the situation of joki and gabby. They are living separately. Joki is staying with us here in Mandaluyong but Gabby is residing in Binangonan, Rizal. That's not the only concern, because both parents are working abroad and are located in different countries too.

Gabby doesn't want to stay with us for a vacation and same with joki not wanting to sleep over with my brother's in laws.

My brother and sister in law haven't seen each other for almost 3 years already and there are rumors which starts to affect me seriously.

This *chismax is not just a rumor per se.

My kuya has another WOMAN!!! OMG!

-that news was from my sis-in-law Ate Grace

It maybe hard for me to accept this but the setting isn't new to me since Kuya has a girlfriend then when he made ate grace pregnant (and there was Gabby).

Kuya Rovir as all of my friends know is my "BESTFRIEND" among my siblings.

I don't know if this situation in his life is part of my curse to him because i hated him that much.

I love Gabby and Joki so much.

It's not easy for a Tita like me seeing the two grow as if they never loved or knew their papa, mama, and sister/brother.

Well, i have no guts to ask my bestfriend about the "other woman" issue since i don't want talking with him.

But i think i need to face the reality that i need to be more mature for the sake of Gabby and Joki. I will need to talk to my brother as soon as possible.

But how? i am the youngest and he never listens to me as if i am the dumbest sibling he ever had. I will just get lots and lots of cursive phrases.


I will see what i can do. I will never allow things that are not supposed to happen.